Well I am killing myself hahaha

Well i dont know how to comment on this blog hahaha i was trying to comment with my real account but i couldn't lol so i give up. its like 2am. im not used to using my brain at this time hahaha Anyways dont worry about ina. that was just a ranting mode i was in. :)  but its all good. she said sorry na and everything but that's what got me to agree with cielo that we should move out of here.

so bad news we didnt the apartment with the loft but we got a one bedroom condo with a pool instead so im going to swim everyday! woohoo! hahaha Sorry it took me time to reply. sorry i just started summer classes and i'm so busy na cuz i have to read like 3 packets of work for each class and write a reaction on each so its not very fun hahaha but its the weekend so im free! :)

hows your feelings for ben? :)

SERIOUSLY?!?!?!

WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH THAT INA CHICK. "how can you have friends with an attitude like that?" you have more friends around the world than she will ever have in her life. AND THE FACT THAT SHE DOESNT EVEN PAY RENT, and she parties there and talks to you as if she were living there. ang kapal. its making my blood boil for you.

you should put her in her place. there is a better way to say it.... let me do it for you "shut the fuck up you fugly bitch, before i make you shut up. and get out of my house. you are a bum who doesnt even live here. you should have the courtesy of keeping quiet at the early hours of the morning. because yea, my other friends live here so they can talk to me, but you cant. who the hell do you think you are. pay rent and then talk to me about being rude."

speaking of rude, your roomates sound like crap. yea, they live there too, so they can do whatever they want. but you live there too, you pay the same amount that they pay. and they have no respect for you guys, obviously. just from being loud on finals week & being dirty with your stuff. you def should move out. like...i cant believe you guys took so long to move out. i wouldve moved as soon as the whole girl who couldnt pay rent issue came up.

man, im 100% on your side with this. Homie I gatchu. tell me who to hate on and curse out like theyve never been cursed out to before in their life, and it's done. These bitches will be crying home to their mommas because they have got no cojones like me. BALLS OF STEEL BITCH. ;)

Moving apartments. AGAIN!

i know i said i'd take care of them
but i can't do it
they don't appreciate anything
they are already swallowed
by everything around them
they don't see the hands already helping them

Anyways, this is about my roommates. We're moving apartments again. It's going to be a loft. I'll show you pictures once we move in but Cielo and I are sure that we are moving on the 28th or the 29th of April. :)

My roommates are so messed up. The thing that made me tick was during finals week. I was trying to sleep because I have to wake up the next day at 6am to look through my thesis papers for revisions and then go to one of my final exams at 7am. I fell asleep at 12midnight and then they come home from a party or are still partying with their friends outside the house on the balcony around 2am. They bring in like 20 people in the house. I'm like fine, it's their place too. But it's finals week dude and they aren't the only people in the house so I got mad and texted Ina and Brenda "Dude I have a fucking 7am exam tomorrow. Keep quiet. Please! Jesus Christ!" Ina replied by "there are better ways to say that sen" and Brenda replied "Did you review well? It's okay you have high IQ.. No sweat"

I got so mad!!! Like furious that I have ever felt in my life!!! I replied to Ina and said "there is no better way to say it. would you rather have me go outside and shout at you guys in front of your friends?" and the I replied to Brenda "it's not the IQ that I need, its the sleep."

I was like don't they understand that I've been staying up so late just to fix my thesis and shit and i've been studying non stop for organic chemistry because if I fail I have to take it again and I don't want that. It's as difficult as shit dude lol They know how I feel about my exams like theyre really important because I've been getting low grades in a couple of my subjects. I even had an F in my Organic Chemistry and you know me if I dont sleep well the day before I freaking fall asleep on the exam itself lol!

So they didn't reply to me and they haven't talked to me the whole day next day and then I see a text at night from Ina saying "What do you mean there's no better way to say it? What planet did you grow up in? How non diplomatic can you be? (i forgot the rest here.. it's just useless information) How can you have friends with that kind of attitude?" I was thinking to myself dude WHAT THE FREAKIN FRACK!? haahaha no one tells me that! she doesnt even live there! she doesnt pay rent or anything. If i were you, I would throw her the fuck out but whatever. I told her that we'll talk face to face when I get back to the house cuz I was out for dinner. Anyways, when I got home she didnt even make eye contact let alone be alone with me at any part of the house. I'm like pfft pathetic she can say all those shit in text but can't even say it to me face. like the fuck..

you might think i'm overreacting but theres been so many cases that we told them to keep quiet when people are sleeping. I mean who in their right mind be as loud as can be when there are people sleeping?!?

When we told them that we were leaving them, they were like 'what?why?' how stupid can they be? you the house it has freaking mold? you know our rice cooker that Cielo and I brought in? It has freaking mold because they don't fucking clean ANYTHING!!! It's so gross. Like if you can and slept over I would just gladly pay for a hotel for you just so you don't step in the house because it's that gross. :( no kidding.

DUDE KWENTO!

So I told you I was working at jumpstart this year right? so theres this dude named richard abastas stei-somthing. hes from ISM. i have the cutest little highschool crush on him. its ridic. but like, awakward: he's friends with mish siy whos friends with luigi. lol. uhm....i dont know if he knows i like him. he prolly does now too.

are you free to skype this weekend? i need to hella make kwento.

Mandarin Movie

PLEASE DO ME A HUGE FAVOR!!! can you please upload on youtube our mandarin movie???? PLEASE!!!!!!!!!!!

No idea what to title this blog

Oh okay :) im glad ur doing something about it and hopefully we can both lose 20lbs together!

Im feeling really depressed today. I dunno why. Maybe daddy, maybe weight, maybe pre period pms, maybe the weather again. Its shitty again.

I want a tongue piercing. But that wikl be my reward for myself after i quit smoking.

I feel so lost and overwhelmed. I have to figure out what i want my 2nd year sched to look like and its hella depressing me. It seems so binding. Like im choosing my life. I want to gain canadian citizenship. Which just means i have to be here for a long ass time.

Its funny, i thought coming to uni half way across the world would let feel free. But i feel as constricted as i did in triboa, just more alone.

Like being surrunded by a lot of people but am still alone. Ughhhhh...

lol so much for not having long posts WOMAN! :P

Hahaha that post was hella long!

But we moved in because we found out that stuff has been missing. I mean small stuff that you wouldn't notice was gone because it was tiny but of great value such as Cielo's white gold ring with diamonds, my favorite perfume that I got from her mom and Shim's perfume that Cielo gave her. I think some dresses were missing too.  We moved in with friends because we couldn't afford the place for the two of us and besides it would be too big for just the two of us as well. We still have our own room. The two people living with us are our friends. We met each other during the same time in Miriam, so yeah. I think we know them pretty well because before we even moved in together Brenda was practically living with us every summer so it isn't that difficult to get used to and our other roommate Tats, is always out because she's archiving indie films in New Manila (near Divisoria, I think. hahaha you know me. I don't know shit in Manila). Cielo and I already talked about what we would do if we broke up and we just said that we'll still live together but just as friends... But I don't know what will really happen because sometimes you really can't predict how bad a breakup will be.

I don't think though that we're getting used to each other because there's still some things that I didn't know before that she would tell me when we sit alone together and smoke. But I don't know. And don't be sorry if you're blunt. It's better to be blunt than going around and lightening things up. It's just going to be harder in the future when you say the blunt words after saying those good hearing words. hahaha Get? :)) And she doesn't cook much anymore and I'm trying to lose weight. I have learned how to cook! (FINALLY!!!) not just cup noodles but like vegetables and chicken breast. I actually lost around 20 pounds already but I have to lose 20 more to be 120 so that the coaches are happy as well. They make me run extra if I don't make the time limits in sprints and they make me do extra ab workout! :S Cielo doesn't even know the first thing about exercising haha that I know. LOLZ hahaha and yes I am sorry that I keep forgetting you were here when the jejemon wave came out but theres one that's called tsupakers which is like emo + jejemon... WEIRD!!!!